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Rise To Your Demise Ch. 1-4 by drowning-slowly, literature

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Rise To Your Demise Ch. 1-4

Chapter I Bus Ride You awake. It's a Monday and you are still very tired. Your alarm clock, halfway across the room and still going off, is the only thing stopping you from falling back asleep. You run through your paces and get ready for school. Shower, dress, eat, brush teeth, and catch the bus. You don't take a school bus to school though; you take a city bus. Today all the seats are filled except one and for good reason you decide. The person occupying the seat looks like a deranged maniac. You loiter in the aisle of the bus, searching for another possible seat when the bus driver starts yelling at you. "Sit down will ya? We ne

Self Portrait by drowning-slowly, literature

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Self Portrait

Here I stand in front of you Open for all to see How you tore out my heart How you treated me Nails painted black Hair short and brown Blood on my chest Because you put me down Jeans and a t-shirt Adorned in my chains For they hold me together Despite all my pains A medium height And to you oh so fat One of the reasons why I want to paint it all black A tear in my eye And a scream on your lips I'm ending it now I cant live with this

Love and Hate by drowning-slowly, literature

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Love and Hate

You know that I love you Know I'll always care That my heart is devoted And upon you I swear I know that you hate me Know a fire burns That you love another And your love never turns You know that I love you Know I want the same That tears fall every night And you're whom I blame I know that you hate me Know it's forever true That you're set in your ways And will never see through You know that I love you I know of your hate But you must not know That true love will always wait

Need by drowning-slowly, literature

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Need

I need to break this habit And to get away I need to mend what's broken Or saddened I will stay I need to stop the crying It only leads to pain I need to stop the cutting Or soon I will be slain I need to trust somebody Yet I fear the worst I need to love somebody For a loveless heart is prone to burst I need to end this hatred So I can break the wall I need someone to help me Otherwise I know I'll fall I need you to stand here And not run away I need you to love me And with my heart do not play I need you to see me For what I really am A truly caring person Who just always seems sad

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Release by drowning-slowly, literature

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Release

Release me from this gilded cage That I am trapped within Release from this place where horrors thrive Where nothing good's alive For more than thirteen years now I have cowered here and cried I live in an endless night And in a state of endless fright You see flowers blooming every spring And hear the singing birds But I see nothing but my tears And hear only myself screaming out in fear The sun beats down upon you Warming you by day But this is a barren wasteland Where all happiness is banned This place is filled with horrors This place I can not bear You must release me from this place lest I surrender And death's foreve

Prayers by drowning-slowly, literature

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Prayers

I pray to you Let me escape And let me disappear Get me away from here Days in, days out The yelling never ceases It is needless But to my protests they are heedless Battered and bruised I lay on the floor They treat me like their toy Not their precious little girl or baby boy I've thought many times of suicide But I can not find a gun That knives exist I am aware But when I need them they're not there So now I pray to no one And to everyone as well I pray that I can disappear And live my life without fear

Insane Exploration by drowning-slowly, literature

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Insane Exploration

Destroy yourself theres nothing left no reason to remain destroy yourself or you will take the blame for bloody writings on the wall declaring murder, suicide destroy yourself theres nothing here i killed it all now everythings inside the heart and soul that never was replaced by a dark flame and all truths i retain Im exploring the insane from within comes a horror unimagined, uninslaved you cant control its tyrrany or cause it to behave preform a sacreligous sacrifice and preforate the dotted line ill roll the dice to end your turn for now your soul is mine

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? by drowning-slowly, literature

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capture my heart tear it out let me bleed then sew it back in as if all will be fine call me a liar and then tell me your mine confuse all the hopeless and state what is plain tell me nothing is something of your existence im bane i know not of what you speak you scream and yell i simply squeak for when nothing is something but everythings gone i simply cant stand you so my blade will be drawn a simle will end it as will your frown im killing you loudly and dropping you down

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For Valentines Day by drowning-slowly, literature

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For Valentines Day

There's no picture of you in my wallet But there's a story with you in my mind, A movie where the camera keeps rolling No matter the place or the time. Your name does not cover my notebooks, But rather it plasters my soul With kindness and loving eternal, Your love is what's keeping me whole. And you're lips are not yet being covered By the kiss that we both need to give, But somehow you're still with me always And somehow that last kiss still lives. :heart:

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drowning-slowly

Jul 6, 2008

So...

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I decided to check this account again after a year and a half gone from it, and I noticed that I picked up a ridiculous number of favs and comments and a few new watchers. I decided that I may as well tell those of you who still have this account on your friends list where you can find me if you're curious. I'm over at TimelessProphet (https://www.deviantart.com/timelessprophet) For the record, I'm not really that defeated, the menu to change the mood just won't come up.

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drowning-slowly

Jan 9, 2007

Time for a change pf pace

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too many messages that I know I'll never answer, too many people watched who I really don't give half a shit about flooding my inbox with things that only take up space and never get deleted. I've had this account two years and I think it's about time to get a new one. Note me if you want the username and I'll be happy to disclose of it. I'm sure I'll still check here on occasion, but not too often...I just need a change. 1,510 messages I really need a fucking change

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drowning-slowly

Dec 12, 2006

Tell me what you think of me

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Dear Jeanette, You make me ________. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I would build a _______ just for you. I would get your name tattooed on my __________. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could drink __________ under the stars. My love for you is like that of ____________. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) send answers to my messages REPOST THIS WITH DEAR ______ (YOUR NAME) AND HAVE PEOPLE REPLY FILLING IN THE BLANKS ^_^ My stock account: drowning-slowlyStock (https://www.deviantart.com/drowning-slowlystock) My Comissions Journal: http://drowning-slowly.deviantart.com/journal/10247304/